Afcos - louise

"When the twilight is gone and no songbirds are singing
When the twilight is gone you come into my heart
And here in my heart you will stay"
, The Platters - My Prayer ... from headphones, during breakdowns and ecstasies, she plays it repeatedly, loops in her head for loops in her life, Louise invaded by the song until symbiosis pierces the veil of herself and the song takes meaning and breathes stories.

Louise exists in the song and remembers through it.

"
- Find a place
- Find my place in that place
- Find people
- Find some time to find out stuff
- Find a new job (Look for a new job!)
- Lose control?

- Losing my mind?
- Losing time?
- Losing d̶a̶d̶? NO WAY!
- Lose that smile? (Do I make myself sick?)

Why am I getting anxious?

DRIVE FOR A BIT.
_____ "

, penned on the back of a diner bill for coffee (tepid) and croissants (insipid).